Thoughts I've had

These are some random thoughts I found in one of my journals. This is exactly what I want this blog to contain. What it all means and how it fits with anything else seems to be one of those "points in the future". Read further and you will see what I mean.

I have felt pathetic when I think I am all by myself. When I experienced what I considered to be failure after failure, I began to define myself as a failure. Then, I learned I could define myself any way I wanted and I didn't want to define myself any more.

It's just like "Faith can move mountains, but when you have that much faith, you don't want to more the mountain anymore".

Or, similar to "Once you know the worst case scenario, nothing stands in your way and you are free".

As you have always been, you are a grain of sand that creates mountains.

Thoughts about Points:

It's simple to gain points in this world.

Points are the only things that are real. If it isn't real, it isn't a point. You will know the point when you see it. It can also be a turningpoint and then judge and jury will be called forth. We've been practicing all our lives for these turning points.

They allow us to recognise and declare our purpose. We clarify purpose at turning points.

When we go to sleep all hell breaks loose. Then we have to stay on our toes every second.


I'm not sure what defining self, grains of sand and faith have to do with points, but they seemed to be important to me when I wrote them, so I include them here.