Friday, September 26, 2008

Disclosure

I always want to see myself as an open, friendly, available person. In fact, I keep my self closed away behind as many different facades as are people I know.

A chameleon is the often used label. It is common for many to adjust and change according to circumstance. I believe it helps grease the wheels of relationship. BUt as with any kind of grease, it can get slippery.

So, sometimes I disclose too much and sometimes I don't disclosure enough. Such is life.

My last few posts on this blog felt to me like I was disclosing too much. However, I am not apoligizing for this. I believe disclosure is healthy and I also know it can be overdone. So, I'm feeling my way through this life like anyone else. Blind leading the blind!

I'm expecting to bring as much light into the world as possible and I know that cannot be done if I am hiding my light. It is in fact, counter productive to hide and when that need to hide shows up over and over again in one's life, one knows it is time to address it. For me, shining my light has always been one of my gifts. I hold it back in many different ways. Thank you all for bearing with me as I practice my balance!

Blessings

Sandy

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